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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

dear all..i realise chinru just di-ed from blogging..it has been a week since she updated!!!n im gg to b the 2nd 1 to die..haha anw..just to update abit..today is the 2nd day i saw toigoon and my dear godbro in a row..haha so long nv meet up w them..n these 2 days i feel rather happy after seeing them..afterall, both of them are the people i noe 4 so many many years..haha toigoon since sec 1..and my godbro?haha since he was a big fat boy..haha now become this tall thin handsome guy..woohoo!!n he's single!!+ he from hongkong(haha i just assume tat all hkers are good people..i mean, im a perfect example!!=) ) haha so any1 wans an intro??haha

anw..the past few days i wasnt feeling well ah..esp mon and tues..today im much better le..mon i almost di-ed..i woke up..feel pain on my body..argh..it was so bloody pain tat i couldnt really walk/stand properly loh..but i still forced myself to go to sch la..coz got psy expt + lec + 2tutorials..+ i did my maths tutorial!!!how can i not go..haha so i forced myself to go loh..but was really feeling quite bad la..i reached bunoa vista at like 1055am n my psy expt was at 11am..haha so i took a cab down..finished at bout 1120am loh..since my lec was at 12pm,, i decided to go back to my room..to put down my stuff and all..n when i reached my room, i was like breathless..i couldnt breath properly + i was cold(even when i wearing long sleeves) + i feel faint + wan vomit..maybe coz i din eat breakfast or wad..i duno..but i was really feeling damn weak loh..in the end i still went for lec..sat w the smart guys..n 1 of them gave me oreo when i said i was hungry..haha felt ok and abit better..but suddenly..i feel faint again..took a nap loh..n after tat went to meet my lunch partner jingkai for lunch..he saw me and he was like "woo!!u look damn pale la.." haha n i was feeling kind of bad..feverish and all..just overnight..damn scared and worried loh..ate fish porridge for lunch..but i think i ate like less than 10% of the whole thing loh..no appetite..n knowing my bigbig appetite when im normal..u all should noe how sick i was loh..den i started thinking i kana dengue..i got like fever, muscle ache, stomachache, headache, and bodypart pain..n i tot i was like gg to die..=(

anw..went for tutorial loh..the maths 1..as usual nothing interesting la..haha n went meet chinru for our last singapore studies tutorial together..haha tok to our cute teacher..cute not literally, but her character la..think she's like a super nice person loh..haha n chinru thick-skinnedly asked if she got A+ for her essay..haha so funny..n the teacher, her name is wei lin btw..haha said she was too ambitious..in the end she got A..haha good grade loh..+ her mid term did very well..think she'll like get A+ for this module..haha i think im the only person who got B+ in the whole klass loh..every1 got A+/A..haha see our teacher is so lenient!!haha really love her loh..at 1st i din like her 1..coz she put me to do the 1st topic on history of singapore..n my history so freaking "good"..den tot she always pick on me loh..but as the lesson proceeds..i think she is a really nice person loh.. (agree?my dear chinru?=) )feel rather sad tat this is the last tutorial..i will miss my classmates loh..this tut class is 1 tat i njoy the most..coz i got chinru and the people are nice..hai..wun see them/have class w them again le..except during our exams..which im like totally dreading it..haha wei lin wished me "good luck" b4 i left..n the stupid daniel say i need it..argh!!!so so dead...!!!!den went 4 my last xiao zu..aka christian fellowship..haha not much feeling la..but kinda relieved..coz like finally all the activities are stopping..n i can start to try and concentrate on studies..haha

tuesday(yesterday) was the longest day of my every wk timetable loh..8am-8pm!!wah!!so tiring loh..went 4 psy lec..haha every1 was like late 4 yesterday's lec loh..duno y..haha missed out some points..quite scared ah..coz the lecturer like to set questions in the exam like "the lecturer said this in the lec..den 4 options.."(opps..4got to mention, my exam is mcq..)haha both mid-term and final yr..100mcqs..yup..i love psy man!!haha its so interesting loh..n becoz of psy den i noe my good fren vivien and marilyn now loh..haha so happy!!+ the exam is not essay!!woohoo!!haha n he ended the lec w a film..quite interesting..shall not elaborate here..think u all oso wun noe wad i toking bout loh..haha n den tok cok abit..den ate lunch w jk again at 11am..i had craving 4 "yong tau foo" loh..n noe wad..of all days..it was not opened yesterday!!!argh..i was feeling better today anw..at least i got abit of my appetite back..haha monday i pratically ate nothing..n i was full..haha eat liao den go library loh..den jk wanted do his maths tut..haha n he stupidly forgot to bring the question paper!!!so clever right!!!haha so in the end he showed me "battlefield2", the game loh..haha looks quite fun..haha but i dunwan start playing now man..now crucial period ah..cant afford to b addicted to anything now..haha den after tat i juz k.o and fell asleep while reading my social work tb..haha i was trying to prepare for my tut at 2pm..n i just fell asleep..haha so hardworking hor..haha n i vaguely rem waving bye to jk when he went off..or was it just an illusion?haha (jk pls tell me!!) the library was freaking cold btw..n i left at like 130pm loh..so defrost myself..haha

social work tutorial was boring as usual..haha but it was the last tut too..but 4 this..i not much feeling la..coz not really attached to them..only to like 1 ger and 2 guys loh..1 is tommy, suetying's fren.. (godbro do u noe him?he oso a hker..) and 2 is choon lee..haha coz all 3 of us are like super slackers..always nv prepare the tut 1 loh..so we always stick tog..den anyhow choose 1 topic to discuss during the tut time..haha and the ger..well..i duno her name..haha but she oso nv sit w any1 during the lecture 1..so recently, i sat w her loh..coz im oso frenless during the lec..cant really click w the rest of the class(they sit tog btw..) haha tats y im quite attached to her la..sort of la..she's nice though..not 1 of those who try to "por" our teacher and be the teacher's pet type loh..she's real..n i like people who are real and straightforward..haha n so..im left to die on my own for social work too..haha

went back to my room coz it was raining and very cold..so i din wan to go lib to wait 4 my chinese lec at 6pm..tok to suet on msn..n told her bout my prob..she was the 1st person who knew other den jh..it was rather diff to tell her la..even though she so close to me..haha nvm..suet u noe wad i mean den can liao..den i oso told my other goodgood best fren shanti bout it..haha so in total only 3ppl noe la..haha anw..im better liao..so dun worry 4 me k my dears?prayers do help!!=) n vivien oso told me sth bout herself!!so happy!!its like she trust me enuff to tell me loh..im so happy!!haha n honoured.. (to vivien: although i cant help u much..do consider my suggestion k??=) ) den i rushed off 4 the stupid lec..she went so damn fast..n i need like so much time to catch wad she toking bout la..shitter bug man..n im in a daze..think i can totally flunk this module loh..no tutorial liao..no tutorial mates to help me..dun understand the tb..cant catch up w the lec..argh!!but anw..was feeling rather excited coz my godbro and toigoon are in nus!!haha kinda miss them..=) and they are here loh..to have a lift home in my dad car and to see my miserable small room..haha my godbro bought tablet loh..bloodyhell!!!i should haf bought tat too man..haha but i bought the black 1 liao..so i shall b satisfied w it ba..haha anw..when they saw the outer part of pgp..they were like.."this is ur hall?!it looks like a condo man!!wah!!got carpark somemore!!!n lift!!" haha totally impressed and amazed!!haha den i told them dun expect too much of my room loh..n when they saw how "big" my room is..haha my godbro realise how lucky he was..but he was amazed at our shared kitchen with the fridge and all la..haha o..u can go my godbro's blog to take a look at my miserable room if u wan see how it looks like..haha so so off we went..

den yesterday when i was toking to godbro..i suddenly had an urge to sing k..so i jio him go loh..haha coz nv sing w him b4..n he's my godbro leh..how can i nv sing w him b4 and all his frens got?!so i jio him loh..he was like super reluctant loh..haha but in the end i still manage to "force" him go w me..haha super slackers..both he n toigoon..haha their exams are like in less than 2 wks time and they both agreed to kbox w me!!haha (godbro..in case u are reading this..ur exam is in less den 2wks k!!!!so pls go n mug and dun play w ur mung mung!!) and i waited for jh to call..till 1+am..n once again..i tot he di-ed..juz when i was gg to zzz..he called..haha tok 4 awhile..he asked me how i was and all..haha he is so nice..so happy i found him!!haha argh..its still mid wk..so long till i can see him again..haha ok la..actually not v long la..ah..wadeva..haha hope he's doing well inside ba..=)

finally its today..went tamp kbox since we all live in tamp..haha tamp is such a happening place right!!haha den when we reached(tg and i) godbro was not there..we thought..haha n my stupid godbro just msg me to look up..idiotic right..could have just shout down..to ask us go up..but no..he muz sms me..haha too much sms right?does starhub sponsor u my dear bro??haha n so we went kbox loh..ate chicken rice for lunch..haha sang for 4hrs..at ard $8.50 per pax..haha den my godbro paid 1st..haha he pulled out 3 blue $50 notes from his wallet's secret compartment la!!haha just like me..like godbro like godsis!!just tat mine is red notes la..his is blue..bloodyhell rich loh..den he like haf duno how many cameras + hps..argh..+ a tablet!!!stupid idiot..haha n noe wad?!my godbro sings damn well!!n its like damn super super super well loh!!!so proud to haf him as my godbro!!!think he go singing competition sure win 1..i hear him sing ah..woooo!!!haha so nice loh!!!!mesmerised man!!!haha n he noes like super alot of songs.. (maybe if u use tat brain space to memorise ur notes instead of the songs u will be superb in studies too...)n he keeps commenting on my louya chinese..haha o...!!!he takes the same chinese mod as me in ntu!!haha finally i got some1 to save me!!!haha he oso kana tricked into the course by the course name "introduction to chinese language", the sound easy but actually damn hard freaking module..haha but his chinese is like superb loh..haha so shouldnt b a prob to him..he keep laughin at my chinese loh..idiotic..wah..but he ah..really sings damn well..argh!!!=)

anw..nothing much le..im feeling even better today..haha the swell on my body became much smaller le..haha n im not feeling feverish le..thank god is not dengue..haha but after so much singing..my throat starts to hurt..haha but i njoyed today alot!!haha like after exam lidat hor..haha i 1st time hear toigoon sing too!!haha quite nice!!but duno y she so shy loh..haha muz jio her to go sing more..haha den went shop for her fren's bday present while my stupid godbro went hm to mug..its his fren too loh..n he just refuses to go and hunt for the present..idiot..haha den we went eat mac..coz hungry from lunch la..den tok cok abit den go hm loh..kana stopped by prudential ppl bout saving plan again..argh..haha overall..im happy..i think can sense from my blog entry tat im not as depressed as previously right?haha hope i can keep up w this feeling la..haha k laa..shall end here..=)

note: 1 interesting fact from psychology..about the index(2nd) finger and the ring(4th) finger(on ur right hand i think..)
for males..ur 4th finger by right should be longer den ur 2nd finger..
for females..ur 4th finger by right should be same length/shorter den ur 2nd finger..
haha if not..u have more hormones of the other sex more den ur other same sex ppl!!(eg. guys will have lesser leg hair etc.) haha tell me if its true!!!!=)

to suet: thanks for ur prayers..n worries 4 me..im better le..=)
to shanti: thanks 4 listening to me..and worrying 4 me..im better le..=)
to godbro: thanks in advance 4 the cd tat u r gg to burn 4 me..+ the tuition session u gg gimme after 15th nov..=) and thanks 4 ur chinese notes..
to vivien: thanks for sharing w me..i feel rather important in ur heart now..=)

finally b4 i end my blog..2 bible verses to give u all..=)

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Jesus Christ." (Philippians 4:6-7)
"应当一无挂虑，只要凡事藉着祷告，祈求，和感谢，将你们所要的告诉神。神所赐，出人意外的平安，必在耶稣里，保守你们的心怀意念." (腓立比书 4：6-7)

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. For I am the LORD, your God, who takes your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." (Isaiah 41:10,13)
"你不要害怕，因为我与你同在；不要惊惶，因为我是你的神。我必坚固你，我必帮助你，我必用我公义的右手扶持你。因为我是耶和华你的神，必紧握着你的右手对你说：“不要惧怕！我必帮助你。”" (以赛亚书 41:10,13)

so my dears..remember to put ur worries into prayers..and He will see you through all..take care!!=) (view w unicode for the chinese!!)

[toigoon, me and godbro in kbox..check out my sexy fat thighs man!!!=) ]

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