Saturday, October 15, 2005


hello to all my dears..haha except jk..haha im starting to get abit sian of blogging liao..haha abit the fast hor..but my dear chinru is not blogging anymore..so im not motivated to blog leh..so chinru..pls do continue..if not i will stop..juz like u!!

well..as i mentioned in my previous blog..today is jaehee n i's 14th month anniversary..n guess wad?i din even get any msg from him, let alone tok to him!!!i noe its not his fault la..i mean, its army right..n im supposed to be this understanding girlfren..yadayada..but very hard loh!!!n u all should noe my temper 1 loh..so i couldnt contact him for like 2whole days..n i once again thought he "di-ed"..haha im juz very paranoid bout army..maybe he's juz too important to me lah..n im juz too scared to lose him..haha although i would not admit this to him!!!never!!!later his head swell till bigbig loh!!haha n his eyes will be become even smaller..muahahaha but i wish he had at least told me he is gg haf the fieldcamp for the past 2 days..so i dunhaf to worry so much loh..i called his buddy too..haha really paranoid lah..but wad to do..im juz worried!!im sure those with boyfrens in the army/those with some1 close to their heart will understand my feelings..=)

anw..had a video conversation with another of my dears, florence aka suet,in the morning..haha who tried to distract me from my work by showing me lotsa of her clothes w stripes!!wooohooo..n from my blog add..u all should guess (should already noe!!!) that dots and stripes are my absolute favourites!!haha 1 good thing bout video conferencing to me is that, i can see their faces/actions/dressings/expressions all that and they cant see me..haha coz i dunhaf a webcam..neither do i haf a mic..haha n juz so conveniently..my birthday is around the corner..11th november is coming my dears..haha tat is wad i juz told florence..haha its not a hint la..juz that 11th november is coming..juz that i think its a very easy date to remember la..haha n tat its a very nice one too!!!=) i like toking to ppl on msn more if they turn on their webcam..i juz feel like closer to them..instead of facing the screen w words..u r actually looking at the person..so yah..think its great and it would be great to haf a feel of it..haha!!=)

ate lunch w the usual jk..haha den tok bout the cac camp we went to n were toking bout the "virdian room"(not sure if the spelling is correct), the other room i was trying to escape from after i escaped the "crimson room" by cheating..haha if u all r bored, n interested to play the game, pls do go n try it!!n if u all happen to be able to escape..pls tell me!!so i can "escape" from a room again!!!haha but its rather spooky..so dun play at nite k?haha maybe u all are not as "weak-hearted" as im la..maybe u all are strong gers..n guy. haha..i duno..haha but em is definitely not..juz like me..haha bestest frens ma..n i bet shanti dear, my bestbest friend is not too!!!so u 2..pls be good gers n listen to me..do not try it at nite k!!!=) haha n the conversation led us back to the cac camp's "fright night"..i so totally hate fright nights..haha i think they are just getting into trouble with the "ahems", and i think it's mean to make gers cry n feel a sense of satisfaction from it..coz im 1 of the gers who cried u see..hahaha well, jk told me julia did too..she freaked out juz like me..n she went on with the rest of the stations..she is brave man..i salute her!!!haha i quitted at the start of the 1st station..haha see how "faint-hearted" i am!!!haha =)

hmm..digressed abit..haha well..den i went for 2 lectures in a row..so damn sian n bored..shall not mention about them here..haha i hate studying..i mean, who likes it right..but these few days i juz cant concentrate!!help!!n i haven finish my term paper!!which is due like in 72hours..haha so so so dead!!but, well juz couldnt be bothered..no discipline already..hai..

went for the "feed-back" session of yishun centre(CSC) after my lecture, n chinru hurried off to meet her boyfren..haha so envious, yet again..haha i couldnt even contacted jaehee at tat point of time n she is meeting him in nus..haha see wad i meant in my 1st entry>> when she meets hers, i wun meet mine..haha how true it is..but she told me they had a small quarrel again..haha about how she always tok bout uni/sch life/uni frens etc. n "changed from the past" ..oh well, wad else do the guys expect us to tok bout??afterall, our lives now revolve ard nus!!!the other thing they can tok about is army isnt it?maybe thats the reason y so many couples tend to break up during this period..we gers cant relate to them, n they cant relate to us..end up: no common topic..consequence: 1)leng chang(silence), 2)quarelling, 3)boredom..*yawnz* haha

sometimes, as chinru mentioned, i do feel happier when im w my frens..at least we got common topics to tok bout..n laugh bout..but im determined to hold on to my relationship w him..no matter how hard n tiring n frustrating n irritating n the list can go on...haha there are times that i totally dislike him (wanted to use hate, but decided that hate is too strong a word..) but still, im determined..haha chinru..u muz hold on too k?=) as for shanti, u muz noe that u r damn lucky to b w him hu attends same sch as u..in the same place as u etc. but if he happens to bully u..dun hesitate to tell me..i wun hesitate to box him 4 u..haha!!=)

anw..he juz booked out at like 1130pm..haha 30mins to me being queen again!!haha n by the time he called me..he's no longer king..haha too bad 4 him..=p so anw..hopefully he'll wake up n meet me tml b4 he book in at 730pm..hai..spending so little time w him..k la..im tired..n i wan to tok to him..so goodbye my darlings!!!=)

p.s. happy birthday xiuqi!!!!=)


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