Wednesday, October 19, 2005


im so happy tat 20th oct is a thursday!!haha all along i tot it was a wednesday!!it was only when i had lunch w caine n jk on mon tat i realise 20th oct is a thurs coz i was telling sort of complaining tat i need to go sch on wed juz 4 the stupid jam x meeting..haha den i 4got bout the fact tat 20th is a thurs again!!haha until juz now when i was toking to suet tat i jot to my senses again..haha im happy coz my chinese assignment is due on the 20th..n if 20th is a wed(meaning tml) den i need bia tonite + i need go sch tml just to hand up the stupid shit..haha but no!!its a thurs!!i can rest well tonite..i think i need 24hrs of zzz for my body to recover from the lack of zzz consecutively for 3days..n my body is like dying le..feel like the bones are gg to break any moment..haha its not exaggerating at all!im really feeling v weak physically..haha n today the stupid jk juz said tat im looking kinda bad!haha he was commenting previously tat i wun get dark rings in matter how tired im..n 4 the 1st time, he told me i got dark circles under my eyes..!!goodness!haha tats y im determined to go rest so tat the stupid dark rings will disappear..haha + im really drained..zzz for 3+hrs in the afternoon n im still drained..hai..on 2nd tot..should i continue w this lack of zzz to see if i will get the "eyeliner + green eyeshawdow" look?haha some should noe wad i mean la huh..haha if u had read my previous blog entries..argh..so mean of me..!!!

anw..y m i still up even though im so freaking tired is coz im waiting 4 my darling to call me..he is gg for his 2nd outfield of the wk tml..n only coming back on thurs..n on thurs itself, he will go 4 his 3rd outfield..till fri..so tonite is the only day tat i can talk to him b4 he can bk out..tat is, if , he can book out..hai..but so far i nv receive his call/msg..there are 2 possibilities..1) he is still bz and haven go back to his bunk yet, or 2) he fell zzz..haha each of the 2 choices have equal chances of happening..as it is so him to fall asleep while typing msg to me or etc..haha but i think he is still out la..(he better be!) haha im crossing my fingers though..=)

hmm..today had 4hrs straight of class from 8-12 ah..n lacking so much zzz..i fell zzz in my 1st 3omins of the lec..although i sat like in the middle right in front of the lec..haha normally we sit at the back of the lec hall 1..den i can lean back n zzz..but today vivien n i sat more front coz she wan try the feeling..whether she will be less zzzpy n be able to conc more..haha well..from the amount of notes she took down today showed tat its effective 4 her..but 4 me..haha erm..shall not say..n my sleepiness affects my everything..my memory..the things i do etc..y i say so?oo..im a v forgetful person loh..last wk i din bring notes..this wk guess wad did i not bring?come on..make a gues..ok..i 4got to bring my pencilcase..haha n noe wad?when i was packing my things..i saw it on my table..i duno y i din put it into my bag..cant rem wad happen after seeing u..so i went 4 lec + tutorial w/o any stationery..hai..but den..vivien consoled me by saying at least i rem to bring my notes this time..haha n i agreed..but noe wad?!the stupid lecturer was lecturing on this topic tat he nv even upload the notes!!wah lao..so effectively..i "never bring my notes again"..hate copying on foolscap den transferring the notes to the powerpoint slides when he upload it..like double the time to do the same thing loh..hate it man!!argh..n i read the supposed lec notes 4 today until like 230am yest so as to be prepared for today's lec..n this is the result i get..sick!!!!!!!!!!

den i was practically "fishing" throughout the lec..really couldnt dahan..somemore i got psychology tut after this psy tut..so its sort of better to zzz during the lec den the tut loh..right?haha den went 4 the tut..boring..haha every1 was just so sleepy..haha n when the tutor say we can go..i suddenly feel much more energetic..haha coz its lunch time!!my tutorial mate was gg 4 psy experiment n i still took out my diary to tell him where the expt rm was..den ate jap food w jk..n left..4 pgp to zzz..4geting the fact tat i haf psy expt at 1pm..right after my lunch..n i saw it when i took out my diary..see wad lack of zzz do to me..leads me to haf super super short-term memory..hai..i duno how now..coz by the time i found out/remember it was already like 6pm..hai..so sad..keep scolding myself 4 my forgetfulness..hai..but wad to do..=(

den is the stupid chinese lec loh..haha toigoon called me during the lec to jio me go clementi partyworld to sing k after my lec w my dear godbro..n since i was so tired + my dad is coming fetch me..i rejected her offer loh..wad a boring day today..haha

anw..my dear still haven call me yet..i duno wad to do now..im so tired..all i wanna do is to go to my bed and close my eyes..haha maybe tats wad i should do..i'll "wait" for his call in this way ba..haha hai..really hope he'll call soon..b4 i fall into deep zzz..haha

oo..1 last thing..can everyone pls stop telling me tat i've become thinner?!apparently every1 comments tat "wo shou le" argh!!!n ask me eat more..but i eat quite alot 1 loh..duno y still lidat..i oso wan get abit fatter loh..healthier looking..hai..any suggestions??

well..i forget to print the cvcf poster n pin it up ah..hai..my memory is getting fr bad to worst..everything oso can 4get..hai..i juz hope tat after my rest tonite i'll feel much better n in a better shape to start revising 4 my final year exams..stressed..!!=(

drank banana milkshake 4 lunch today n alot of my body toxics came out..finally!!haha feel much better now..hai..really cant think of stuff to write about liao..not in the mood le..think v soon i'll stop blogging lu..haha nite ppl..miss all of u..!=)

*by the way..today is my mom's death anniversary..feeling kinda moody now..duno wad exactly i should feel..hai..so many years have past..i should move on..right?* =(


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