Monday, October 17, 2005


time flies. the weekend has just gone past lidat..goodness!!yesterday nv blog ah..as i was bia-ing my social work term paper..haha think i broke my personal record of studying through the night: slept at 6am today morning, if u could call it sleep..i think its more of a nap ba..hai..n knowing wad a pig im, needing at least 8hrs of sleep per day..n i say at least, u can imagine how tired i was..somemore i zzz at ard 4am on sat, due to the stupid term paper again, woke up at 8+am to go church..*yawnz* has never feel so tired since my JC life..so i nv zzz well for consecutively 2days man..help!!!i feel that my body is like going to break down anytime loh..gg die from exhaustion..work seems to be never-ending, and alot of things are piling up..i wonder how im gg to be able to start my revision for my finals, which are like in ard 1month's time, when i haven even manage to catch up on my work..argh..!!=(

well, the term paper sux to the max!!wasted so much of my time..but then, its 40% of my SW total grade, so no choice but to put abit more effort in it loh..at least i wun regret nxt time even if my grade is bad(which im sure it will be) as i have already tried my best le..hai..feeling depressed today again..maybe still in a state of pms + grouchy mood from lack of sleep + the bad "living w maths" grades that i got..hai..i mean, i nv expect to get such lousy marks 1 loh..hai..every1 in my class got like 70+ - 90+, and me??well..shall not mention..haha u noe, at 1st i din feel as bad..but the irritating ger in my class (*u all should noe hu..the 1 i always complain bout 1) got higher den me..bloody hell..n she seemed so smirk and happy tat my score was lower den hers..argh!!tat affected me lots..coz she told me she think she cant pass n all the shit n now she get higher den me..argh..hate it when ppl are so not truthful loh..hai..

anw..tok to my dear yesterday after his outfield and he told me he kana 4confinements..hai..i was so pissed..not at him but at the stupid army..i mean..how can they confine my dear?!haha i noe tat its his fault 4 making some stupid mistake, but still..he is my darling and so they shouldn't confine him man!!!haha yah..n tat means i dun need see him for 4 wkends..hai + he got 2 extra duties, so no need see him for 4+2 = 6 weekends altogether..so happy!!right..argh..den i told him im gg write to newspaper n complain..den he asked me not to, coz will make things more difficult for him or wad loh..n i insisted tat i wan..n this went on and led to yet another quarrel..haha..meet oso quarrel..tok oso quarrel..i duno wad to do man!!but after tat i feel kinda bad la..coz he is the 1 who is gg to get confined..he is the 1 who is gg to do all the tough jobs..n im the 1 complaining when i should sort of be consoling him..hai..feel like a failure..but i really couldnt control my anger yesterday, so much so that only the anger came out, n not the empathy part..(or is it considered sympathy?) so i msged him b4 i zzz..tat i was sorry 4 not giving him moral support and etc. and he replied saying tat i speak/type perfect english when im angry..haha maybe some1 should agitate me b4 i go for any english-related exams [which is like all the modules im taking], so tat i can be more powerful in my arguement..haha crap.

wah..today is a very cold day man..wear jacket oso can feel the coolness..think singapore is changing "season" liao..to the monsoon season..so pls remember to ur umbrellas everytime u step out k?hai..my mood already so bad..n the groomy weather just makes me feel worse..hai..these few days i dun feel as cheerful as b4 le..under stress..n like gg into a state of depression..i need my darling to b here w me..i need his moral support..i need him to reassure me tat everything is ok..i need him to give me a hug to relieve me of all my worries and stress..i need him to hold me when i fall, mentally and literally(well, i always slip and fall..haha) and to help me up again..i need him to listen to all my sorrows and pains im facing..i need his shoulder for me to cry on, to relieve my emotions on..i need him..but whenever i need him the most, he's not w me..i think alot of ppl can understand what im gg through..so torturous..im suffering man!!!when's this gg end?when's he gg be by my side again?hai.=(

anw..i need to go bia my chinese assignment liao..hai..dateline is on wed..as i said..work is never ending, but time is ever going..time is not gg wait for me, nor u..do treasure the time u haf, n the person u love hu loves u back!!haha..sickening weather. sickening life. hai..depressed..

shall briefly mention bout today..i woke at 9 thinking that i could reach sch at ard 1040 and be able to go to central library to print the stupid term paper, photocopy the brochures of the agencies i visited as references, bind the thing together and hand it up b4 i go 4 a psychology expt at 11am. but noe wad?stupid me woke late..haha in the end decided to take cab down to sch coz i din wan to risk not reaching at the time i planned and not be able to hand up the thing b4 12pm n be late for expt..so waved for a cab..well..the cab fee was a bloody $20 can?! wah lao..im like super broke now..coz there was this massive jam on ecp..which we were suay-ly on, and thank god that i got a good taxi driver whose mind think v fast..he diverted to another route and so we avoided the jam..heng ah!but becoz of the extra turnings and all, the cab fee costed a bomb..actually the exact amount was $20.30, but the uncle was nice enough to reduce it to $20..haha n so i reached on time..just enough 4 me to print out the report..den i rushed for the expt coz i was late for expts b4 n i was not admitted to the room, + i muz reschedule for another slot..thinking tat this expt is like previous 1s, i pratically brisk-walked there, to find myself doing a stupid 5min survey..wah lao..shouldnt haf wasted $ to take the cab down man..so i was done at 1105am..much earlier den i expected loh..n went settle my report..met tommy at the photocopy shop at AS6..n he introduced me to this hk guy called sam..n it happened tat sam n tommy were suet's good friends!wow!!wad a small world right?!haha

ate lunch w jingkai n caine today after my maths lec at sci..haha caine n me seem to haf some communication prob..wad i say he dun understand, what he says i misunderstand..but the weird thing is jingkai understand both of us completely..haha just that we just cant seem to understand each other's sentences!haha complete joke man..example..
caine: "u very busy hor..everytime i see u online u r in busy mode.."
me: "yah loh..u duno meh..everytime u tok to me im studying.."
caine: "why u study me?m i so weird to u?"
me: "??? wad u toking bout?!"
den jingkai was laughing, being the mediator loh..haha goodness!n this is just 1 of the many many examples man..haha just shows tat communication break downs always occur to we2..haha!!=)

went for maths tutorial..haha nv do the tutorial ah..coz whole wkend was doing the stupid term paper..hai..but i bia during the maths lec at 12pm loh..manage to do like half of the tutorial..haha but still..the feeling of satisfaction is not there..i like finishing my tut, whether there are any blanks anot, b4 i go 4 the class..i like to haf tried everything b4 i go n listen to solutions, n today was just not the day tat i get this feeling..sat beside this guy called weili today..haha i haf been avoiding the irritating ger loh..this weili is 1 smart guy..got 87/100 for the freaking test loh..haha n he is 1 of the few kind souls in nus who is willing to help me w my studies..quite happy tat i got to noe this guy..hopefully he can tuition me so im better prepared for the 80% final yr exam..=) although he duno bout this blog..juz wan to express my gratitude to him for not neglecting a dumb ass like me, but instead, help me along..yeah!!my mindset of nus ppl has changed abit coz of this guy..wan meet more of such people!!=)

den finally went for the last lesson of the day - ss tutorial. haha this teacher likes to pick on me coz she noes i duno anything 1..but i like her..she's cute and i think she really wans to help me..every lesson i sure kana questioned by her 1..n every lesson i will just give her some crap ans..haha think the whole class noe..they even boycott me..saying they dunwan sit beside me coz i sure kana asked 1..den if i duno the ans, those ard me will kana..haha but i like my tut class ppl..all of them r nice..mayb most of them are yr 3s n are not as competitive as our batch of kiasu students..they help me understand concepts that i dun understand and at least i haf chinru w me..she brings joy to my life..n entertainment too..haha n of coz ans to the bombardment of Q tat i get to help me divert the teacher's attention..haha although sometimes her ans are like mine..opps! haha but still..thanks!i appreciate it!!=)

k la..tats about all..i wan go do my work le..jiayou all my dears in wadeva u r gg to do after u read my blog / continue wad u haf been doing b4 u decide to read my blog to relax ur minds..haha love all of u!!

p.s. dear chinru, u still seem quite sick..pls do take care!love u!!=)
dear shanti, u r doing well 4 ur blog!!no need thank me!!its ur effort..continue to jiayou in it..n do let me noe if tat aug is bullying u!!=) btw..y does he noe bout ur blog?!isnt it suppose to b a private complaining session for us ladies?!

oo..!!1 last time..exams are coming..so all lets work hard towards it!!exams coming = study break is approaching, and 1 thing u all should remember from this blog entry is the start of the study break, which is, ahem.. the 11th of nov!!!sounds familiar?!haha my birthday loh!!haha the only intro i made of myself other den my name in my blog intro!!haha thats the 1 thing u should remember from this entry k??!!!wooohooooo!!!=)


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