Wednesday, December 28, 2005


*im the greatest ultimate baby-sitter!!!yah...right...*

back to my stay at hm life..hai..which is equivalent to no life..woken up by dad at 1230pm..he juz like banged open my door n said.."u wan wake up liao anot"..muz b coz bro back fr sch den he cant take care of both..argh..i set my alarm clock..duno y it din work..but anw..i hate being woken up so abruptly..n b4 i go brush my teeth..my hectic day starts..woohoo!!below is conversation b/w me n dad..
dad: ur sis juz woke up..
me: o..really?den she eat liao?
dad: no..u go n make her her milk la!!
me: @^@$#^% (of coz in my heart..haa)
like..wad the hell..he cant fix it meh?shitter bug..argh..n anw..make her her milk..den she drinks den i go brush my teeth..dad went out da bao lunch 4 us..chicken rice..again..haha but this time w char siew..so abit tastier..my tastebuds gg numb liao..i need fruits..i need soup..heng dad got make soup this few days..but fruits?nah..dunhaf..n i need fruits so tat i can..erm..let go of toxics..n now..toxics r released thr my face..so shitty la!!explosion..argh..bought this pimple cream..shall not mention its full name in case kana charged..o*y..haha n it sux..its like totally useless..n it dries up my skin..now i haf to put moisturiser on my face..diao..coz skin becoming flaky..like old woman lidat..n w moisturiser..skin = more oily = more pimples = o*y sux..haha so anw..yah..bsaically..my routine of chores repeats..but at least now i dunhaf to wash the clothes coz i think dad auto go wash them..haha yay!!anw..played w sis 4 awhile..den went meet toigoon to pass her the donuts..haa brought sis down..but she shat..like a big hard 1..tat i can feel through the diapers..goodness..tats surprise no.1..haha so had to clean her up b4 bringing her down loh..toigoon say she looks like boyboy..n she looks small..n she has little hair..bish!!no good comments at all..haha but quite true la..i oso think my sis look like boyboy..haha duno y leh..den my sis went back up to zzz..yes..sleep again..surprise no.2!!haha din noe she zzz so much..like pig lidat..haha just like her sis!=)

when she woke..she drink milk again..haa all this while when my bro/sis zzz..i was online..coz i was told bidding starts today?!haa n in the end its round 0..chey..make me so scared la..anw..i still duno wad to take..like vivien n marilyn cant make up their minds..im depending on them as to taking wad 4 psy loh..hmm..shall pray n god shall lead the way..=) hope they faster decide la..n hope i noe wad to take for my last mod la..coz i got 4 mod settled..3psy mod n 1 socio..so left 1..but i got like minimal points..so i duno i can bid for wad loh..i oso duno wad i interested in..im like totally not interested in studying..hai..how?somemore after i got my results..it entirely turned me off..im juz not the studying type loh..hai..i duno how many more sems i can survive..i like no interest in anything..nothing at all..hai..help..duno wad i wan..the future is so uncertain..some1 pls tell me wad to do..i dunwan to feel stressed like sem 1..i dunwan b depressed at all my results..i wan to haf pleasant memories..help!!

oo..anw..dad went to create this online album..for his photos la..n while he was doing this..he was prompted to update sth..n he clicked on it..den com died..argh..tat time my desktop died coz of this updating thing oso..coz xp apparently not compatible w alot of updates..so the dell person told me not to update..n i rem telling him..den he started murmuring..say i everytime lidat..dun say..until too late..blah blah..n after 1 incident..i began to try n fight back 4 myself loh..like defending myself when i wasn't wrong..think he not used to me like talking back to him la..last time when he scold me..even when its wrong..i'll juz swallow down the anger..n let him scold..think he realises he is wrong later..but he nv once did apologise..hai..but now..i really cant take it le..like..i think coz too many years of anger n unhappiness..den now whenever he does tat i'll juz talk back loh..if i can..n haf the mood to even argue w him..haa 1st time i did tat..we had a screaming session in the car on the way to church..haa like totally screaming n shouting at each other..den he realised he was wrong..n i cold war-ed w him..refuse to eat breakfast etc. den he tried to b nice to me loh..mayb tats the way my dad shows his apology..cant blame him la..think he oso not tat close to me..den duno how to "kai kou"..haa r men all lidat?did god created them w such huge ego tat they wun apologise even though they r in the wrong n tat the other party will feel better if they did say sorry?or issit juz traditional chinese fam?or isit juz my dad?hmm..i wonder..anw..yah..i told him i told him b4..den he nothing say..we tried to fix it loh..n we managed to!!yay!!but the address bar was gone..haha but thanks to vivien..i got it back on..think dad rather happy n relieved..but he nv say anything la..

sis woke..bro woke..havoc..

bro ate v little of wad my dad cook 4 him..think my dad sometimes got try his best 1..haa think times when he does tat is 1) when he is alone n he got no1 to depend on 4 help, 2) when my mom is not around..(just like me) haa duno if its true la..shall observe more..den i brought sis to bath..n she was shitting when she was sitting on my lap la..n the shit is those yucky watery kind..n the diapers overflowed..onto my clothes..oh my goodness..i almost fainted again..duno if the stain can come out loh..hai..so i bath her..argh..so yucky..she shat so much..n this was the 2nd time tat she shat loh..n obviously i had to go bath right?so dad bathed bro..n i went bath in the other toilet..hmm..i already rushed thr my bathing..coz dad wan go out 4 dinner at parkway..he wan exchange hk$ there..n when i come out..he was like gg to go out liao loh..for tat short time..he cant take care of them..n so his mood became bad..argh..den i was like a mad woman..haven blow my hair..haven clean my specs..haven do so many things..den i ask him if he pack stuff for sis la..coz u noe..babies go out muz bring like diapers, food, water etc?n noe wad was his marvellous ans?how i noe wad to pack = u go n pack..n he was like waiting..while i got like tons of things to do..wait n dun do still nvm leh..he still muz grumble here n there..say i so slow..wad the freaking hell loh..i was so pissed yet again..n i pack finish his face still black..i so feel like slapping him can..o..i forgot mention..he said sth b4 tat..he say..aiyah..juz for a few hrs only..dun care her la..dun need bring food for her..i was like..wad the..she's ur daughter loh..u dun care bout her health n all 1 meh?!-_-"

fetched mom at her office..went PP exchange $..ate at swensen's..sis refuses to eat her cereal..again..yes..again..cant describe my irritation n frustration..think she tried too much other food liao..den she dun like the baby food loh..argh..so she nv eat..ard 10+ we were on way hm..my bro complained he is hungry..for the 1st time..he is not refusing to eat but he said he is hungry..haha can really imagine how little he ate man..haha it's time for sis's milk too..in fact it was over the time coz she nv eat cereal..n i ask mom to make milk for her la..noe wad?her ans is exactly like my dad's..dun care..go hm den make..let her b hungry loh..dun care..i was like thinking my whole fam is insane..goodness..so i make milk for her..n reached hm..

wad a day..argh..n tml is another similar 1..some1 pls save me..at least its the last..haha

read chinru's blog wondering bout the amazing things of human life..how a baby/a life is formed through fusion of sperm n egg..haa ger..let me tell u..tats the intelligence of god..he made everything so perfect..n u r right bout the thing there is a higher being..tat higher being is god himself..=) isnt he juz marvellous?haha merry christmas!!


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