Friday, December 23, 2005


oo..hi all!!this is my 2nd post of the day!!there is a super irritating fly in my room..duno where it came from..but doesnt look like a normal 1..like not scared of ppl 1 loh..hmm..damn heavy..argh..

anw..today is my official starting day of torture!!my maid has went back to philippines!!argh!!cant believe this day has finally arrived!!hate it..hai..few things tat will torture me..1) no proper lunch/dinner for the time she is gone..2) no1 to clean up any mess..3) no1 to handwash my clothes n wash the many clothes tat i change..4) no1 to iron the clothes..5) no1 to clean the hse..6) no1 to take care of my sibs..7) no1 to cook/feed the monsters so i can haf some peace..n the list can go on..juz tat these are the more important ones..tat i'll haf to take over..-_-" some1 pls help me!!

hmm..today is 1 of the earliest day i woke up during the hols - 1030am!!clap!!haha n coz i zzz like ard 4 yest..i definitely haf not enuff zzz..feeling grouchy/moody when i wake..hai..den my long day start..shall not elaborate..at least not now..n woo!!i applaud my maid man..haha hope she faster come back n save me from all this!!im still a teenage ger man..need to haf a life..dunwan become "yellow-face woman" so fast loh!!

went airport to send her off..my bro refuses to kiss her goodbye..haha think my bro very sad la..v attached to her ma..den he act happy loh..haha until today he dun believe tat "tei tei"-> tats wad he call my maid is leaving..haha [yes!!finally killed the stupid fly!!!can imagine how heavy it is?such tat it cant fly away when i attack it??haha n my sis woke up crying for the 2nd time..im dying liao..hai..] haa sorry for digressing..n yah..think my bro v upset la..juz pretend to b happy..haha so funny loh..as in..he so young den pretend liao..wonder wad he'll do as he grows older..

ate crystal jade for lunch ah..o..n hoyan(bro) refuses to eat..think he'll become thin again..+ he's sick loh..hai..die man..n he's now my responsibility..really wan pull my hair off liao..took skytrain after sending cat off..n went home..routines began..oh!!my bestest em msg me ah..so happy loh!!haha 1 of the ppl hu nv fails to brighten up my day..anw..coz we nv go out on tues as planned..she wanted come my hse to acc me loh..haha coz she noes i cant go out today mah..haha so nice right?but in the end..i asked her go home la..haha i need to rest..+ i feel its too inconvenient for her la..so we gg meet on sat for breakfast..hope she can wake up man..if not..really no chance to meet up liao..but i was v touched by her msg la..(tho she suggested watching "bring it on" again..for the..how many time?millionth?haha) really thank god for my frens loh..=)

took a nap when sibs zzz..dad like dun care lidat loh..hai..rather pissed la..coz like..they always push the responsibility to me loh..hai..n im pissed coz i feel they should bear more of the responsibility n not me!!coz im not their parent wad..juz the step sis..n yet i seem to be doing alot..while they..hai..shall not mention la..hmm..but tis is my view la..mayb they think they do alot?mayb they r doing alot(i cant really see la..)?but really loh..hai..like sometimes i feel tat im being taken for granted..jh told me to like heck care when they really throw everything to me n he noes how much im suffering..from words from dad n all..but i cant juz leave them can i?afterall..we share the same blood..sort of la..n i love babies..hai..so can some1 pls tell me wad to do?anw..din really zzz well la..duno y..mayb coz i feel the burden was on me..coz dad was zzz when i put them to zzz..so effectively i was the last to see them awake..(haa doesnt sound right..but u all noe wad i mean la..)n i keep tossing loh..hai.."woke" w a headache..n continue w the routine jobs..

dad made porridge for bro for his dinner..haa can say its sort of a failure la..coz it turned out v thick..n gluey..but bro finished it ah..haha den brought him to see doc for his coughs loh..think i got his virus liao..throat abit itchy n pain..hope will get well ba..if not when meet jh den pass to him den he, w his immune system down, will kana again..hai..anw..the doc like see him for 5mins..gave him 6 medicines can..i see already i heart pain loh..my bro so young muz take so much medicine liao..n guess how much was the payment?$160.90..yes..it costs over $100 juz for a short consultation..my goodness!!think i wan go b a child doctor la(wads tat called?oo..xq: "paedatrician" ; chinru : "pediatrician") so easy money loh..n so my dad's wallet got a "big hole"..haha

went tm for dinner..crystal jade..yes..again..haha coz dad wanted eat "yi1 mian4"..n we ate dim sum in the afternoon lah..so different things loh..dad went off w bro to walk ard n so left sis w me..the waitress hu served us look at me..den say "wah..u r such a young mother!!" den i stared at her n say..she is my sister loh..well..tats the kind of comments n looks i get..whenever i go out w my sibs..esp when i carry my sis..hai..really dun like it la..at the clinic oso..the nurse hu gave me the medicine for bro said "u muz give this to your child tonite ah.." i almost fainted..haha but haf gotten to it la..(sort of la..due to no choice given to me..) but i really hate those dirty looks tat ppl give me on the streets loh..like im some kind of delinquent lidat..unwed mother..hai..=(

saw a tj couple ah..outside yoshi..haha avoided them coz i was dressed rather shabbily..haha n coz i dunwan them to give me the looks oso..went supermarket..n got myself blue black by knocking the bottom of the trolley repeatedly..hai..hope it goes off by 30th..if not muz use concealer n conceal liao..hor chinru..agree??haha

tml is results day ah..my ntu frens like em already got their results..n i can say they all did quite well loh..really duno wad to expect..i keep telling myself dun hope too much..but somehow got an inner me hu wishes for rather ok grades la..but after 2yrs in tj..my confidence has been smashed..totally..i haf no confidence in anything la..esp studies..since i failed my mct, jct , and prelims..its a miracle i din fail my a's..haha n this 1st exam in nus..hai..surrounded w all the even smarter ppl..duno how la..hai..juz hope the grades arent too bad ba..or if too bad den quit school loh..haha n be tai tai (o..btw..this msg here is meant for jh to read 1..haha)

read my goodgoodgoodgood fren jasmine ng xue jing's blog..haha she got nice blog skin now..make me so tempted to change..but xq told me its rather ma fan to change..hai..dilema..anw..she flipped thr her sec 4 autograph book..n i flipped thr my photo albums yest..haha memories really flow back..2 important persons who haf changed tremendously in my life are 1) the above mentioned jasmine..2) faith chen wen xin..haha jasmine ah..shall not mention the past la..u noe i noe can liao..haha but really..so glad n happy tat u changed for the better!!haha not tat i din love u in the past..juz tat i love u more now..=) u haf become my sister literally since u changed(if u noe wad i mean..) n im really happy for u..o!!n i expect my shoes to arrive hor..haha 29th dec ah..if faith cannot make it den we 2 ren shi jie k?haha miss the sec sch time w u being my partner..toking ever so fast..haha ever so vain..(till now i still think u dun need braces 1 loh..vain!!!!haha) n all the crappy periods we went thr..no fate b ur partner again la..diff jc..now diff uni..haha n now become my 2nd goodgoodgoodgood fren faith's goodgoodgoodgood fren!!!n im outcasted!!!bish!!!!!

anw..the 2nd ger i mentioned faith chen..changed alot in appearance..haha coz i was looking thr our photos..n my goodness!!haha should i post the pictures here??haha but anw..the past doesnt matter la..now u r super pretty ger can liao..haha + ur inner beauty..wooo!!!haha but tok bout coincidence hor..haha this ger is my sort of 1st fren in orientation..den we got the same birthday..den we got the same surname..den we got into the same class for the 1st 3 months..n again..for the rest of my jc life..haha n anw..she's another person hu i love(haha sorry dear jh..u r sharing me w alot of ppl..get used to it!!haha) really glad god brought her to my life..n she is 1 of the things tat im happy w tj bout..haha but anw..yah..memories r juz brought back..when u look thr ur stuff..n see things..those happy times will juz float into ur brain..=)

haa..think my bestest em is getting jealous..em dear!!i love u too!!haha duno wads wrong w me..like love confession for everyone lidat..haha but all those hu haf my blog add..u all r in my love list la..so dun think too much k?i mention so much bout those 2 coz they change alot la..n i juz wan to appplaud them for their changes!!haha aiyah..getting crappy liao..so tata..long blog again..haha but at least this kills time..n i dunhaf to bother all my dears in msn..haha tml is torture day again..hope i can dahan ba..

merry christmas to all!!(in case i dun blog till then) n pls get me 1 of my 2 wans k?haha thanks!!=)

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