Monday, March 06, 2006


blogger sux..i duno if i'll get sued, but well..it sux!!!i log on at 8+pm tryin to update my blog w photos and blogger keep dying..i wonder if its my internet prob(which means nus prob since im in pgp) or blogger's..either way..its not my fault!!haa n tats wad matters!=)

hmm..suddenly like got my bloggin fingers back..was msgin jaehee when i realise im having like alot of emotions now..i noe tat i haven totally recover fr my depression state..i noe tat i told myself i will recover by today..i noe tat i NEED to recover soon..i noe i seem ok to others..but i noe deep in my heart that im not..there's still phobia of exams..phobia of failure-->Atychiphobia, Kakorrhaphiophobia — Fear of failure.

i, as a Christian, should take tis kinda setbacks as challenges from God..He's training me to become stronger mentally..n He wont gimme things that i cant handle..but sometimes i do wonder..is this true?if so, y r there times tat i feel tat God has totally given up on me?y r there times when i feel tat i juz wan to end everything?i've already been thr so much, when is everything gonna go smoothly for me?but i still believe that i muz have faith in Him..He has a plan laid out for me..but when will i clearly see the path?

speakly of which..during the night when i was totally depressed..b4 my stats test..i received a v unusual sms fr kaiwen, my cvcf sister..some1 hu i nv expect..some1 hu wun usually msg me..some1 hu dun even noe wads happening in my life..
kaiwen: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear though the earth gives away, though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea." (hi, do not stress or worry about the situation u r in now, as God is our help and he will never abandon you and me)
she msg me when i was still rolling on the bed..i refuse to see the msg then, coz i wasnt in the mood to entertain any1..n the nxt morning i read it..n i was deeply amazed at God's work..He sent an angel to console me during my most down period..He put Vivien and Marilyn in my group of uni frens for a purpose - to strengthen my faith..He lives..

so dear frens, no matter wad kinda situation u r facing..pls continue to hold on..if i can do it..u can too..have faith in urself..have faith in God..jiayou on!!=D

[Often, when God sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger. True, we cannot choose the cross that God wishes us to carry, but we can carry that cross with courgae knowing that God will never abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with)
how true....


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