Wednesday, March 01, 2006


ok. tis is my 1st blog of the yr.

im juz feeling super depressed. i duno y. i need to blog out my feelings. but i dun really haf alot to say. im juz feeling sad sad n sad. hai.

had 3 tests since yest n today. all 3 sux. its like totally back to jc times, whereby 1 failure is after another. hai..i din mention i failed my psy test right..yah..i failed..again..tis repeats again n again..n i duno how to stop the cycle..i haf like 1 humongous pimple n a big scratch mark on it too..looks really funny according to francis..hmm...

i need time alone..i need to think..i need to get back on my feet..i duno how..how many falls i had..how many times i picked myself up..how many more times m i supposed to stand up again?

needs:
1) gown for commisioning ball
2) people to acc me to go commissioning parade
3) a new nose
4) a new brain
5) more time
6) more zzz
7) to do well
8) new blogskin
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made a v stupid mistake in my intro to stats test today..make me feel even stupider..yes..i shouldnt compare w my frens..but i cant help it..n i juz feel stupid thinking bout it..

chose a wrong q to do for my sociology test..din study for tat chapt n went ahead w me..such a clever choice..4get it.

maths test?haa. tot i would score in it..mcq somemore..n noe wad..i only noe how to do 5q out of 12 for my freaking test..such boost to my morale..esp since maths is supposed to b my forte..now..i doubt anything is..im juz naturally ben4 ben4 ben4.

din manage take the moon today..4got bout it coz was too preoccupied w the stupid mistake i made in the stats test..duno how to do well for heavenly maths..+ couldnt understand most of the lecture..dun get me wrong..i love helmer(my lecturer), juz tat, well..im naturally stupid wad..

o..n i failed my research & stats test..wad a great sem..

notice i already mentioned my 5 credited modules of tis semester?
predicted cap score: <2.0

someone pls juz kill me n take me out of my misery.........


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