Wednesday, May 10, 2006


after exam life is REAL boring..all i haf done is ktv..ktv..n MORE ktv..-_-" yes..tats my new life now..n guess wad..im getting bored w it..there r so much things i wan to do..but there is juz no1 to do w me..hai..wad the shit right..i mean..its after exams!!argh..n here im..a loner..blogging in the middle of the nite coz i haf absolutely nothing to do..n im not tired yet..+ i dunwan to zzz yet coz i dunwan wake up too early tml..coz i got nothing to do!!argh..!!plans for tml include: 1) buy The Straits Times n look for jobs, 2) go down to Tampines Kelly Services and leave my contacts there for short term Customer Service job, 3) ignore the Citibank Kelly Services person if she contacts me to tell me i got the job coz im not really excited bout working in the unfrenly Citibank again..+ im NOT confident as she wans me to b..(hopefully she dun call me at all so i dun need to ignore her n get blacklisted in Kelly Svc), 4) go find a card in TM/CS alone..yes..alone..haa i juz msged chinru..hopefully she's free la.. 5) try n rem my ATM pin n deposit the $ i found in my drawer..=) erm..go hm n rot..or mayb continue packin my rm..haa did tat yest..n after "packin" my rm looks exactly e same as before!n i spent like 3hrs+ loh..wad the shit..except tat i had some pleasant surprises when packin my drawer..extra hidden unknown $!haa i realise i haf like not enuff space for all my stuff..somethings r really useless..but i juz cant bear to throw them away..n the things juz keep piling up..n these things will only appear when i pack my rm..n somehow..i'll tell myself..ah..memories..keep!n so..more n more things juz get stuck in my rm..n i end up rearrangin the mountains of nonsense..-_-"

asked my dad if i could get an additional shelf like on top of my table..like drill holes for it or wadeva..den he say,

dad: wad for?
me: i got not enuff space mah..pack my rm liao still like no space(of coz..i left out tat tiny detail bout me not bearing to throw away most stuff..haa)
dad: u noe hor..last time our hse only as big as ur rm loh..n we still manage to keep our things..n live in it..its only ur space management loh...

so..i guess its a NO..*sigh* which means..i haf to throw away all my TYS fr sec sch..haa n JC..O!!i still haf sec sch tbs!!haa see wad i mean by useless?!but well..it seems like a waste coz i like nv touch all the bks b4..so they r practically brand-new..n its sinful to throw away brand-new stuff..right?haa wad else can i do w them?they r really wasting my storage space..but its juz not right to throw them away..argh..*mao2 duan4*

had some stuff in my mind tat i had wanted to blog..but juz dunhaf the mood to blog..now the elections r over..n tis is like so out-dated..but..i shall still blog wad i wanted to..1stly..WADS THE CRAZE BOUT THE ELECTIONS N RALLIES?!its like..every1 ard me is crazy over the elections loh!v interesting meh?!during tis period..i become totally communication-disabled..coz like the main topic of every conversation is bout the elections..wad Gomez..wad PAP..wad WP..wad Slyvia..n i noe like NOTHING bout it..coz im totally NOT interested..mayb its juz me..i haf like negative interest for politics n history..somehow..i juz dunhaf the passion for these things coz they like dun concern me loh..i dun understand how come ppl r so "on" bout the elections tat they go to rallies..n they seem to njoy them!!(haa tis is not directing to anyone..im juz saying my mind..) mayb coz we r brought up in diff family environments ba..even my parents like heck the elections 1 loh..while every1 is watching the elections/rallies/results..we r watching other channels..haa n so..the result of tis when i went for the family outing on sun was tat..I COULDNT COMMUNICATE!!i felt tat i was totally in my own world..n all the other yishuners were like "you noe tis n tis hor.." "YAH LOH!!!blah blah blah.." n i juz couldnt understand a single thing they toking bout..*cries* felt rather left out..but i dunwan to go n watch the elections juz so i haf sth to tok bout on sun..tats so..erm..hypocratic u can say?its like so fake!!n its so un-tsunting!!n its stupid..to force myself in front of the tv for sth i haf ZERO interest in, juz for the sake of being able to like chirp into my frens' conversations!!well..actually..tats wad i did for 1 season of American Idols loh..the "Reuben Studdard n Clay Aiken" season..coz my whole class of JC frens like all watch n tok bout it loh..n i juz couldnt NOT noe anything!!i'll b labelled as a "suaku", a deviant, a weirdo, a outcast, n an uninteresting no-life ger!n i dun like tat idea..so i watched loh..quite interesting..haa but tats the only season tat i watched..haa it wasnt so bad..coz i kinda like music..haa so yah..but politics?NONO!!haa (+ i din get the progress package loh..dun like it!!=D )

went to west coast park for the yishun family outing..n im really not a gd public speaker..actually..tis i knew it all along..tats y i keep emphasising on the fact tat im NOT like leader material!!coz i believe tat being a real leader..u muz b able to speak well in public/private..public as in in front of every1 kind n u wun stammer like i do..n private as in..ppl wun find u like "demanding/commanding/think u the head den can ask us do tis do tat ah" kinda stuff..n i think its a skill..n i dunhaf it..somehow..i juz cant speak well in front of alot of pairs of eyes..coz i think i can do it when im juz in front of my own grp of frens..mayb im juz not confident enuff ba..i hate it when all the attention is on me..i totally hate it!!coz i'll feel super self-conscious n restricted..n i fear my actions/words r wrong..so tats like so NOT-leader..n somehow..i feel tat i haf a face tat when im in leader position..n i tok to my other comm mates..they sure "bu shuang" me 1..somehow i feel tat they'll find me bossy..i duno y..duno if im paranoid..or im juz NOT-leader again loh..*sigh* guess im meant to b a follower ba..n i think tat xiqian n ritchie r like superb leaders loh..haa juz not me..=)

oh oh oh..n i was the ONLY one hu got obvious sunburnt like immediately after the outing ended..my shoulders were red..my back was red..my face was face..my hand got 2 shades at my braclet there..super "kua zhang" can..-_-" tats y i always avoid e sun whenever i can..coz im super prone to being sunburnt!!i think ppl tan 1hr++ to get tan..i juz stay under the sun for 15mins sufficient liao..shoulders hurt loh..yes..its TAT "kua zhang"..ppl take 1day to hurt..mine hurt like immediately..immediate effect!!+ i wearin spags..n i was carryin a bag..so e strap of my bag is like addin pressure to my already hurtin shoulders..*ouch!!* but dear seems to like me tan i duno y..esp since he korean should like white white gers 1 ma..but yah..he always urges me to get abit darker..yucks loh..n as if my sunburnt not pain enuff..i got 2 ulcers which merged into a super duper big 1 loh..n tats the most ultimate pain can!!torture me for like 1wk liao.."rao2 le2 wo3 ba4"!!eating..my fav hobby..became so torturous can..so shitty..*cries* i literally teared when i ate Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao w dear tat nite..coz my ulcer was so huge tat the vinegar on my xiao long bao cant miss it..n yah..imagine my pain..*cries*

1 of my sec sch fren Xiaojue is gg to Sydney for his Uni ah..so we sort of had a farewell-gathering for him loh..but i haf my doubts bout whether he can go ah..haa abit mean la..but i duno if he will b able to pass his oral test loh..i tot my english is bad..his is bad-der..(haa i noe no such word..but worst seems v degrading..n bad-der seems like a milder version of worst) u wan examples of his english?o..i mean engrish??haa

example 1 (not exact la..but tats the gist of our conversation)
me: i dun zzz early 1 leh..im an owl...
xj: huh?wads an owl ah?
me: WAD?!u duno wads an owl?!simple eng leh.."mao1 tou2 ying1" u noe?!-_-"

example 2
toigoon: so wad we gg eat tml?
xj: phish head loh..
tg: huh?!wads tat?!
xj: those swim in the water 1 la...
tg: orh...u mean Fish head??
xj: o..my keyboard the "f" n "c" spoil la..
(so innovative hor..n im sure its an excuse..e nxt eg will tell u y..)

example 3
xj: u nv say thank you for my efford leh...
me: erm..effort is spelt w a "T" leh...
xj: stun
xj: my "t" is spoiled la..(yahyah..same excuse..every key spoil la..)
me: past tense of spoil is spoilT!!-_-"
+ hor..did u notice he can type "f"/"c"/"t" to tell me the keys r spoilt?!?!excuses oso cannot b more real..-_-" lidat how to go aust u tell me?!?!

haa k la..enuff of tis teasing..juz another issue..tat he did, tat sort of angered me at least a little..its the way he treat the people serving him..how many of u say "thank u" when ppl serve u??*raises hand!!* well..he dun..in fact..he treat them as if they owe him lidat..his attitude was so bad tat i couldnt take it loh..n i reasoned w him..told him to b more polite..n u noe wad was his response?
xj: ay..we r the customers leh..we r always right 1 loh..their service oso not like superb y should i thank them?its their JOB to serve us ok..no need say thank u 1 loh..
n i so wan to slap him..the way he tok was SO ARROGANT!!mayb coz diff background again ba..he's rich..im not..so he thinks he is the king..which i feel is absolutely wrong!!even service givers deserve some respect loh..i mean..put urself in their shoes!!i definitely will feel happy if ppl thank me for my service n i will treat them more pleasantly or wad..n if my customer is like xj..i will definitely give the person like a more black face!!correct anot??i mean..tis is human nature wad..muz give n take loh..n when we went steamboat..e ppl were so unhappy w him loh..roll eyes at him..mutter bout him..ok la..i agree their attitudes oso not good..but i think coz he started it loh..minimal respect is better den none loh..n every1 deserves some..hai..but he seems so oblivious to them..dun care bout their attitudes..coz..he is the king..-_-" *sigh* after my debate w him he still insists he's right..i juz hope he wun 1 day become a service provider ba..or mayb i should hope tat he becomes one..so he will learn for himself how is it like to b serving ppl n not being served..n hopefully he'll meet some customers like himself ba..den..he'll learn to treat others better..i hope..

is CCHSM a good sch?if it is..m i juz in like the worst classes all my 4 yrs there?sec 1..got into 1H n within it got like a few ah lians n ah bengs..n i got so close to 1 ah lian tat my behavior deteoriated..sec 2..posted to an "ah lian" class, 2empathy..like..a merge of all my level's ah lians..into a class..n tats my class..sec 3..posted to 3diligence n eventually 4diligence..which is the current group of sec sch mates im closest to..n its a "gambler" class.."wu2 suo3 bu4 du3"..everything oso bet..soccer..aiyah..4got wad le..n now..almost the whole grp of guys in our clique smokes..(mr chiongster brandon..i dun believe u dun so stop denying!!) cant believe it..even 1 of the guai-est..under the others' influence smokes now..sort of disappointing la..n its like a torture to go out w them coz they, esp xj, r quite heavy smokers..so they smoke non-stop..n im like smoke intolerant..i cant stand smoke..my nose will get itchy/blocked..eyes irritated n all..but at least they haf some politeness to try n blow the smoke away fr us..mayb coz i scream at them ba..haa n e worst thing is..they think smoking is damn cool n encourages those hu dun smoke to smoke..like me..-_-" nv use brain loh..if im smoke-intolerant will i ever touch a cigarette?!box u all loh..but still..these ppl r part of my life la..guess things will b diff when xj is gone ba..not as much nonsense..not as much gathering..juz like when shan is gone..things become rather different..coz she is like my best fren..but to a lesser extent ba..our grp is getting smaller n smaller lu..every1 is leaving/has left..*sigh*

my nose is currently blocked..n im like comin down w flu..sux man..so i shall go zzz ba..upload photos soon!!anw..i juz realise yahoo photos is USELESS..thanks to shaowei for informing me bout not being able to dl photos in full size!!i wonder y my frens all nv tell me b4 loh..either 1) u all nv dl..or 2) nv bother to check..haa the photos r minute when u dl them!!so sucky loh!!so im currently looking for a website for me to post up the photos w/o them shrinking n best if no limit la..moreover..i realise my blogskin oso dun allow ppl to click on the photos i posted n dl them!!so...im gg to change my blogskin soon!!but the most impt thing is to inform me bout any website tat supports photo-sharing k?!thanks!!=)

*to alice..congrats!!its finally over!!njoy urself k?u deserve it!!=) *


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