Sunday, May 14, 2006


MOTHER'S DAY

it has been ard 9yrs since u were gone le..almost half of my life u weren't here w me..but mummy..i haf been good..i haf tried my best to b strong..n im still surviving..many times..i haf thought of giving up..but e closer ppl ard me keep pushing me on..asking me to try 4 u..if not 4 myself..n i did tat..n now..im in university already..how time flies..9 mother's day w/o u..its hard..esp when every1 is celebrating w their moms..n i haf none to do so w..i long to give u a hug..i long to give u a kiss..i long to shop secretly 4 a present 4 u..but its juz not possible..is it?i noe its unfair to my current stepmom..n i noe u'll wan to see me happily spending time w her..but e bond is juz not e same w u..right?i juz cant bring myself to say "Happy Mother's Day" to her..i mean..how can i do tat when i dun even call her "Mom"?mayb im juz stubborn..i haf tried to move on..but i juz cant..to me..u r always my mom..THE mom..even though we only spent a short 11yrs tog..even though i haf been naughty when u were here..even though i rem e amount of beatings u gave me..even though even though..

i long for the day i 'll see u again..i promise i'll give u the tightest n warmest hug ever..i promise i'll carry on my life strong..till the day we meet again..but in conjunction to today.."Mummy, Happy Mother's Day"..
mummy..i do not haf a recent photo of u like all my other frens do of their mummys..mayb its good..u'll always remain young n pretty in my memories..grandma say i got ur looks..i thank God for it..for whenever i look into e mirror..it reminds me of u.......=)


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